HOW WORDS CAN BREAK YOUR HEART.

the one.

Even though this may just be a dream, but its a dream that I do not want to wake up from. He's the reason why I smile everyday. He's the one who brings courage, strength and happiness to my life. There is not a minute I want to live without him. At times, when I feel like I'm stuck and have no clue what to do next, he's like the guide that leads me on to success. He gives me strength in everything I do. I always say to myself, never fall so deep for someone, cause in the end, you're just going to get hurt. But then its easy said, hard done. He's apart of me now; the air I breathe, the beat to my heart...
I love him.

-C

I can't trust anyone anymore. Like seriously.. I tell someone i trust something, thinking they KNOW not to say it to anyone but no. They don't get it, they go off and tell the entire world

True People

I'm finally finding out who my true friends are.

You just act like you're a true and that you're my best friend but you're not, you're only my friend because you want to know about everything, all the gossip, all the crap that's been happening to people and you just use to me to get to other people. Well i'm sick of being stepped over by so many people and being used. I trust people too easily. Now i realise how stupid i was to trust you with everything i told you. I thought you were a real and true friend but i was wrong after i knew you talked about me behind my back and that you bitched about me. Stop acting all innocent and that you're the nice one that doesn't say anything about anyone. Because you're all lies.

-J

Breaking shell.

Oh please bitch, chill! Stop expecting so much from me. At the end of the day, I am only 14 and I behave like every other typical teenager. Stop saying things like: " I just want you to be mature, don't do stupid things like others at your age". Really, you're just trying to control my life, and here I am, being controlled by you. It's MY life, not yours. Yes, I do respect you, because you're older and all, but com'on, at one point I will rebell, it's just the matter of time. I'm sick and tired of having to be who you want me to be.. After all, I'm me, and noone can change that. Yes, I am afraid of you, and I've been hiding in my shell for the last 10 years, but that doesn't mean I have to put up with your shit for the rest of my life.. Who are you? your not my mum, so why do I have to care for? You think everyone loves you, but really, they all think you're a massive bitch. You say shit to make people think that they can trust you, and that they can tell you anything, "thinking" that you won't go telling others. , Omg, pleasee, I'm not stupid, I know how you're like; the first thing you'll probably do is go tell everyone! I can't wait til that very day, where I can just walk out on you. I'm telling you now, that day's coming soon.

-C

Rainy Day.

Sitting here all alone, watching the tiny little raindrops drizzling down the glass window, makes me think and reflect on my life so far; and how I have changed to be who I am now. Life has alot to give. It's just whether you are willing to recieve it or not. Not everything will go your way in life... e.g. The one you love might not love you, or that she has perfect hair and you don't? Well, at the end of the day, all of us, whether you're the richest man, Bill Gates, or just a random little kid on the streets, we all live one life; so make every second of it worth living for.

-C

you're a liar!

You're such a liar, you say all this shit about saying "she's a bitch" "i hate her" but when it comes to a fight between me and her, and when it comes to the time for you to stick up for someone you stick by her side and not mine? I think to myself why do you say all this bs to me then? Saying you hate her, and that she's a bitch. When you don't even stick by me when we have a fight.

jt

We're tbz; so what?!

You!

I had a great day today, and it turns out to be crap because of YOU. Why is it that it's always YOU that's ruining my good days?

Work

Working Buddies!

OH BITCH, PLEASE.

It's all just cute young stuff.

Never apologies for how YOU FEEL it's like saying sorry for being real.

People can be so Antagonizing these days, and rude. They should learn how to use their manners, and appreciate some things you do for them, not give you crap because you couldn't help them, at least we made the effort to try to help.

im crying aloud, but can anyone hear me?

MASSIVE BITCH OUT.

I can be a real bitch, therefore don't mess with me 'cause I don't give a shit how you feel.

One day my patience will run out for you, and i will punch you in the face really hard.

birthday girl.

mwahz.

Chances.

It's been 15 hours already, still I don't know what you want. You say you want me back, that you still love me.. But what I'm seeing from you, is that you don't need me. Im not here to give out chances everyday. You either take it or not. I'm sick and tired of having to wait. I have finally established one thing, and that is, I'll always be second in you..... no matter what.

making money.

work buddies.

PARTYYY.

lets forget the pain, and party hard gurl.

Lies.

24 hours ago, I was in love;
24 hours later, my heart is shattered.

I thought I could read you easily like a book. I thought I knew you back to front. I thought you were the one who loved me, and just only me. But I guess I was wrong.
I was fine, living my own ordinary life, until you came along and made me felt like I was a living angel. Everytime I had doubts in us, you would reassure me and give me hope, telling me that together, we can make this work. You always complain that I'm a flrt, and that you're afraid of losing me one day.. And for that fact, I have changed to satisfy you. Yet, who would have thought, the one who promised to make me smile, instead, made me filled up a litre of tears. I've gave you chances to explain, but you just watched it pass by. Every minute of the day, I glance at my phone, hoping to receive a text or a call from you... just simply "I'm sorry". But instead, all i get from you is, just a load of crap. It's too late now. It's time for me to wake up from this long dream and return back to where I belong; the world where I wouldn't get hurt... from you.