Cathy and Allans 16th

Cathy and Allan's 16th was an amazing party! Chi Mushie Le, came over my house, we got ready together, went there together and went home together. She slept over. Love her so muchies.

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BECAUSE I MISS THE FAGGOT! And i'm going through our photos ): I want him home..

Sigh

The sense of depression that runs in the atmosphere when your family has someone suffering cancer. Was happily eating dinner today when my sister in law's mum just started blacking out. Her face was pale, and she started shivering. It went on for 1 minute. I felt nervous and shocked :/ pikachu started crying and chi May's face was hell worried. Everyone in the restaurant was looking curiously. Chi may and everyone are all at the emergency ward atm and I'm with my nephew at home. I hope she's alright. It makes me think back to my dad. The man who I've always wished I could've spent more time with. I often flick back to old photos, hoping to regain the memory and image of my father from 10 years ago. I can still remember clearly the day I got picked up early by my brother from school. Coming home to mum ironing dad's favorite outfit, with tears running down her eyes. That moment I knew something bad had happened. As a little 5 year old, people thought I was too young to understand the concept of death. They told me "Chi, dad has to travel to somewhere far far, top of the clouds." And every so often when we travel somewhere by plane, I will always ask mum "are we on top of the clouds yet? How come I can't see dad?" As I matured, I knew what had happened. There was never a chance for me to see my father ever again. I get teary by saying this but I know he's there, watching over me from afar. Dad, I miss you.

PHOTOS OF DALZ, BELZ, AND I :')

BUN BO HUE! Belz full raged when she looked at this photo on my phone. She thought the chicken pieces were tofu and she was like "WTH! I DIDN'T GET TOFU IN MINE!" HAHAHAHHAHA!

STUDENTS HARD AT WORK!

YAY FOR TODAY!

Ahhhhh, the feeling of freedom. This morning I woke up and was full shitting myself. I didn't think I was prepared for the PLP, there were still blank shit in my folder that I have not yet filled out. I called Alex up to see how she went yesterday. She said it was a piece of cake. I hoped so too. Got to school, saw AJ running around looking for the presentation room. Apparently he was 20 mins late already, sucks to be him. I was however way ahead of time. I printed all my stuff off, sat around waiting for Thao to get her ass here, and yeah. I walked around and saw Tristin. Out of curiosity I was like "whens your app?" She said 11:20am.. I was positive that 11:20 was MY appointment time. So I went to the room and saw ms ryan and god knows who the other teacher was, sitting there with noone presenting. So I double checked with them and was told Tristin is late. So I'm all good. Pheeww. Presentation went extremely well. I believe I did over react a little HAHAHA. But gotta admit, it was fun studying at Belz. LOL! and watchhing Dalz play the ukulele hehe. Love you shitheads! <3 Just had a full dnm or bitching sesh with Thao about the boyz. Now I'm just home, with the "nothing is due" feeling. Ahhhh, loving life. Waiting for 6:00pm to come so I can go to Duc's graduation dinner. Cross fingers its not gonna be an awkward night HAHA.

hardcore hw.

ok, so I'm currently doing my PLP, and is madly trying to complete it. FML!

CAM-WHORE

Pause

5:30pm and I'm sitting here at Arndale by myself on a bench. Argued with the boyfriend, stressing out with shit, craving for pizza, $5 in pocket and freaks are starring at me as they walk pass. Ok, great, my stalker just walked pass aswell -.- when I'm free, noone is. And when I'm busy everyone has plans. Far out! I'm so tempted to cross over to the bank, withdraw some cash and go buy me self some pizza! it's so hot aswell and I'm in my uniform :/ with my "hating life" face right now, people probs think I just got dumped, or disowned or some shit. People so cute shopping with their bf's.. And where's mine? Let's not even get there. OMG! DAAAHHHHHH! that's it, pizza baby, here I come!!! - Lychee x

POSING FOR MY BROTHER

:(

I don't know how boy's brains even work sometimes. They just don't understand how certain words they say, we actually take it to the heart. I may not say anything, doesn't mean I don't have feelings and that I'm not upset. I'm not in a relationship with someone for no reason. I love him, and that's why I'm with him. Why doesn't he understand that? He always throws me to the edge of the cliff, force me to jump down, and when I do, he decides to pull me back up? I don't get it? Is it some sort of joke to him? I always convince myself this is the last time. Last chance for this relationship to work.. and what, I think I've said that countless times. I try to pull a smile no matter what, but then if I'm too happy, he goes "I don't care"... and if I cry, then I'm just too weak. WTF am I to do? Just received a goodnight text from him which looked like this "lol, goodnight xx".... I can sense the coldness in it... Sitting here, confessing my feelings while he's sleeping.. is it worth it?

MY LITTLE PIKACHU

SLEPT OVER THIS NIGGARH'S HOUSE AFTER CATHY'S AND ALLAN'S 16TH! WEEEEEEEEEE

PISS OFF

Ok, so I'm starting to question myself on whether I'm "the best girlfriend" or not. I believe he is right. I do have anger management problems and can be the biggest bitch alive. I just simply think, if other girls have the right to be a bitch, regardless of how their relationship will be like, why can't I? Why do I have to live up to "people's" expectations? I'm so over being an understanding girlfriend, always holding things back and thinking for us... Fck that! I'm 15. Why do I have to be mature for? I do what I want. Love him? YES. living to please him? NO! Anyways.... Off to dinner. Just thought I'll blabber a little bit. Mwahz

MR HAPPY

Meet my new doggy, named DOGGY HAHHAHAHA :P Fairy Floss from the chocolate factory nomnomnom

So I was in Melbourne a couple days ago, for my brother's wedding. It was shit... LOLJOKES! It was the best! I absolutely loved the venue. It was very classy, and different to all the usual asian weddings I've attended. Told you my brother's white HAHA. Anyways, I managed to find the dress I wanted at the last minute, but guess what, for some stupid reason, the dress was loose on me.. I think its because my boobs are too small /siff.. Time to get a boob job! So I was awkwardly standing up there reading my speech and gripping on to my dress with my armpits LOLOLOL OH GAWD. The bride and groom were hell stressed out. They'll literally snap at you if you keep asking them stuff haha. Therefore I just kept my mouth shut. Cake, photos.. everything was lovely! CONGRATULATIONS TO THEM ONCE AGAIN!

Belz&Darlz

Dear the two of you beloved maniacs, I am officially back with my niggarh. Please don't kill me. And I promise that this will be the lucky last time I will forgive and forget. HAHAHAH MWAHZ! btw, wanna come to a christmas dinner me and him are planning? Belinda, you have no choice cause Peter's probably invited and so you're coming, end of story.. Darlz, yeahh you have to go too. Hehehhe ;) Love you girls long time!! btw, I miss busing with yous :( Been picked up lately. See you at school tmrw! <3

This girl makes me LOLLLL

I love Dalena #5

I just realized that every time I post about JN, my title's always ^. hehehe. mwahz Darlz. Well well, I don't have much to say about him tonight .. but I think you guize should read my rap I wrote in 2 minutes whilst taking a dump HEHEHEHE. Baby baby, I don't wanna seem crazy. You need to hear, that I love you dear. But boy you weird, now grow some beard. You sleep all day, then chill at the bay. Don't even care what I say, just waiting for centrelink's pay. You say I'm your hun, but all I see is cb number one. You say I'm a fob, well I think you should go get a job. You on a farm, is like a baby in harm. You don't know what to do? Maybe work at the zoo? The animals would love you! Ya think ya so cool, chillin' with the boys at the pool? What are you? An Arndale poo? Go chop that ratty, before I tell daddy that you have a tatty! Jimmy the boss, now that's a big goss. Big boy with the dummy and relies on his mummy. Oh I love you hunny. Mwahz. <3

My Purple Dress :)

Bought this online for $20!! So cheap and pwettyyyy :')

day with the bestie

Its been awhile aye. I miss you blog hehe. Well alot of shit happened within this month.. too much to retell. But yeah, last weekend I was at Spring fair with jt. Got our nails done, a tat, and shared a coke :P Spent most of the time doing our nails cause we cool. haha. Well.. I'm jobless now :( no more candy girl for me... and yes, my own sister in-law fired me LOL! But hey, I hate working for family anyways. In the process of putting my resume together. Hopefully I get a job asap. Need money :O

I love Dalena #4

I'm sick assss. Just chilling at home, alone. So boring. He came to visit me today. Right now, things seems to smooth down a little.. But I don't know how long it can last for. Apparently him and his friend might get hired to work over state for some construction thing. That's if they do get hired. Even though he's 17 and crap, but to me, he's hell immature. I feel like his mum, worried about him and shit cause he's gonna have to travel out of state alone. LOL! hmmm, but I guess it's good for him anyways. Oh yeahh, mum booked tickets to Vietnam in January already. Gonna leave on 17th Jan, and be back by 20th Feb. Ahhh, I'm keeeen. Soz Belz and Selz, hope you're having fun at the cemetery. I would love to help, but I'm literally stuck in bed. Can't even drag myself out :( Dalena, tao yeu may. hehe. -Lychee x

YOU MAD?!

beautiful girlz

I found some amazing porn stars on my phone!

Who Am I?

Hi, I'm Linh-Chi Le. Currently 15 years of age. I was once a carefree, emotionless, out going girl. I guess out going is still apart of me. But besides that. I'm not me anymore. During the day, I'm fine. Everyone sees me as that happy girl, who's always smiling. I can be loud, crazy.. Nothing bothers me. But yes, 25th September. I cried my heart out. I purposely turned my music loud so that it can cover up my cries. There was noone there for me. Not even him. I felt like I was the biggest failure. He says he loves me, he needs me.. I'm important to him.. Yet I ask myself, does he really? I'm always afraid of falling behind with him.. I've tried so much to meet his standards, be a good girlfriend. But how many more nights like this are there to come?

ANYWAYZZZZZ, LIKE I SAID, IT'S DAYTIME. GOT TO STAY HAPPY! CAUSE IM CHI MUSHIEE LE! :D:D I hope last night ain't gonna repeat itself again.

-Lychee x

Lychee not happy..

You never take the chances.

LALALLALA IN MATHS WITH ALEX!

oh god,"discussing/stalking" bitches with my laptop. We so cool :P
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA @ DaLeNa's EmO fAcE!
Weather is so screwed up. Cool. breezy. colddd.. HOT. SO WEIRD!
So like, I was bored last night, and I sat there in my room plucking the regrowth on my legs and arms and I think I missed a bit, cause I can see some random hair popping up LOL! ahhhh, sipping Apple&Blackcurrant juice and eating original smith's chips in class. Loving life.
oh yeahhh, btw, last night some freakin' idiot called me up at 12 something AM. OMFG. People, please.. get a life. There's something called SLEEP! and GTFO =='

Anywayzzz, back to le mathematics.

~Lychee

I love Dalena #3

If you're happy and you know it clap your hands! *CLAP! -loljks, I'm annoyed as fck. Things don't seem to be going right for me lately. Everything and everyone is just pissing me off. Arghhh.

So like in science today, we were looking at the human body and shit like that, and BAM all of a sudden, you see this baby pushing it's way out of it's mums vagina. I literally screamed with alex. It was like we could feel the pain of the mother. Urhhh, thinking about it now, puts me off so much. Don't even want to have kids anymore. Sports assembly today went for bloody 2 hours. Far out! I was asleep half of it hahaha. After school, was work. Boring zzZz.. Then my family went to Tan Nhu Y for dinner. This is like the 3rd time we went out to eat in this week already. Haha, Oh deary me. No wonder why I put on so much weight. I want to start gym so badly, but then I don't want to go alone LOL!

I am currently in my room, cranking some asian music, with those granny curlie thingys that you put in your hair to curl it, cause mum thinks the electricity bill is increasing cause of me HAHHAHA! so I'm going back to the old fashion curlies hehe :P they're so annoying though. It's like sleeping with lumps on your head -.-

DALENA BABY, I LUB YOO.
-Lychee x

I love Dalena #2

So, from where I left off last time. Am I single? I still don't know. Lol, Alex is trying to help me, but it's getting nowhere. To be honest, I was a little jealous when I heard a girl pick up my boyfriend's phone. Even though I know that it's nothing, but there's just that little feeling in me that's not right.
Friday night; I recieved a text from him saying he wants to break up. I didn't know how to reply so I just left it there. Next morning, it was more serious. The text was longer and more detailed. I still didn't know what to say. I established that I just got dumped? Anyways, I thought that was the end of it all. But no. He came to my viet school, and asked whether I still love him? I gave him a look. I am seriously confused. What does he want? First break up, now a temporary break? Oh lord, can this be any more complicated? So I agreed on the "break". But audience; please tell me what your definition of a break is. Because this guy here is still texting me and talking to me like things are fine. It's annoying me, because things ARE NOT FINE! I find it unfair that he can get away with anything, expecting me to forgive him no matter what. But then with me, he brings out "break up" everytime, over the littlest things. He tells me to grow up, and not get angry over small things, yet he got angry at me because my friend, who is a guy, visited me at work? I don't understand. Am I banned from having boy friends now? I love him and all, but Alex is right. I can't just let him take control of me and what I do, and who I hang with. Especially when I can't do the same to him. AHHHHH. SUGARFUDGECHOCOLATEDCOATEDALMONDSFCK.

ANYWAYSSSS. SHOW ON FRIDAY. WOOOOOO. I'M GONNA THROW MYSELF ON ALL THE CRAZIEST RIDES. SLING SHOT ANYONEEEE? ;)

-Lychee xoxo.

the crack.

If I die young, bury me in Satin.
Lay me down on a bed of roses.
Sink me in the river at dawn.
Send me away with the words of a love song.
~Band Perry

*mixed emotions*
I'm pretty upset right now, but there's nothing I can do about it.. I'm so tired of this. It feels like I'm in a game of tugowar. The harder I pull, the more pain I'm giving to myself. It's only been a few hours, and already, I miss his voice. He can never understand. I'm afraid that I'm so use to having him now, that its going to be hard for me to move on. But reality is, I can and I have to continue smiling. Anyways, I'm planning on a night out tmrw. Can't wait to get things off my mind!
God knows if I'm single or not right now. haha.
anywhoooo, nights to all. x

Lychee.

HAPPY 1 YEAR SWEETAHOLIC

On saturday chi's family and I went to celebrate 1 year of the shop being open! We went to go eat at a restaurant on unley street called "My yen" yeah it's asian! The food was soo nice! There were about 7 or 8 dishes that came out, around the 6th i was already full, we didn't even eat all the food, oh well! Before heading out i went to chi's house and we cam whored a lot! With her nephew aswell! Some pictures!




what cutiez!


We got pink hair!

LYCHEE'S BIRTHDAY

Some morning photos we took for Chi's birthday! Such a cutie!







We didn't take many.. Tried taking photos of her getting ready but it didn't work =/ and this is such a delayed post! But oh well! It was a memorable night and day especially when she burnt her slippers ;)! Surprised her the night before with my present! She was happy with what i got her! And i was the first to say Happy Birthday to her! So suck on that anyone who thought they said Happy Birthday to her first :P She's finally 15 and old! Love you cutie!

Lately at school teachers have been hastling Year 10's at my school to pick their subjects for Year 11 and to start thinking about what we really want to do in the future. I havn't thought about what i really want to do yet..
For Thursday and Friday my school held a career expo and a subject info day.. Even though it was boring as it was the same talk over and over again but it really helped me and have created an idea of what i wanna do within the future. After the lecture/talk on subjects today we went downstairs to pick out some "subject info" i really had no idea which subjects to pick so i grabbed nearly all of them since all the teachers were like "DO THIS IT'S A GREAT EXPERIENCE"

it was exciting to see my friends from the other campuses and to see what subjects they were deciding to do..

Same with on Thursday with the career expo. There were so many different places to study at, there were demos with tafe with hair, beauty and make up, deffence force, Universities from Adelaide, College's etc. I went to nearly every place and got at least 2 or more things from it.. I came back to school with a bag full of brochures and booklets about future careers, I don't know why i got them.. i'm not even going to read them..

Here are some but it's this x3


It's a hard decision where i only have 6 subjects.. But oh well!

jt

I LOVE DALENAAA

Well you see, I can't even remember why I was angry the other day so Dalena, I guess I just have to skip explaining it LOL! :P but hey, atleast I'm happy now right? Hehe
Been out late so couldn't blog. Anyways, I went to arndale today after school. Some chick freaking starred at me on the bus so I starred her back haha. LOLLLL DALENA, EVERYONE TEXT JERRY! HAHAHA FREAKING STALKER!
Caught up with the loser and ate at pho khang.. He ditched me half way though for some Ben guy, the so called "god" of the group; whatevers, do I look like I give a shit? But yeah, I was left sitting there like a massive loner eating my mi hoanh thanh and sipping my nuoc dua.. Was so angry! -.-
Hmm, oh and I only work in town on Tuesday's and Fridays now, and up in elizabeth on Thursday nights.. Should be fun -.-
Yeeehh, early dismissal this Wednesday and then casual on friday. Wipeehh ;)

so fcking true.

I like them demented looking chips hehhe :P

My nephew...such a hobo.

heels on saleee ;)

woooooop.