Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Monday, July 25, 2011
JU-LYCHEEEE.
okay, so like...... DID YOU'S MISS MEEHH? :P hehehe.
It's been awhile ayee. I gotta admit, I missed blogging. Even though it's only been 2 weeks? yeah, anywaysss. Been working so much its not even funny. OMGGG, I'm officially 15 now YAYAYYAY. I know it's just another number, but heyy, new age, new things. Oh btw, I got a new phone with a way better plan (yeep, that's right- UNLIMITED. WOOO!) Prank meee ;)
Mmmm, what else? Oh, and him? We've been having alot, ALOT of ups and downs. So much that I just can't be screwed thinking about it anymore.
Everyone's saying that the older I get, the more I look like my mummy. LOLLLL.
Anywayzzz, I'm tired. Off to bed I go. Nights!
-Lychee xoxo.
Saturday, July 9, 2011
The pain.
I need time. Time to clear things up. I hate it! I hate being told that I'm unfaithful and yet, I have evidence that you are flirting aswell. God, please tell me what am I to do? Am I meant to face the truth and confront him? Or should I just let it go? As soon as I think I'm okay, something just has to pop up and turn my smile upside down. OMFGGGGG!!! WHAT THE HELL DO I DO?! :(((((((
Time out.
Last night I went to bed pretty early with a heavy heart and woke up to a hurtful message. I tried to keep myself busy at work and distract my mind away from him. But every now and then I'll check my phone to see if he had said anything.. /facepalm!
A break? Is that what we need? I don't know. Would this break lead to a break up? I'm so tired.. I just want to cry out loud. I just want him to know, and to care.. I sorta feel dumb right now, confessing about my gay feelings, while he's out there partying. Do you guys ever have that moment where you're like " I wonder if he's/she's thinking of me right now?" well yeahh, I miss him. I just want to call him up and rage at him. But I can't, I just can't. As stupid as it sounds, I painted my nails red for him. Now I'm removing it. I can't stand having things around me that reminds me of him. I feel as if it's unfair that I'm crying over him, and that he doesn't even give a shit about me. Well I hope he's having fun right now getting drunk and doing crap with his friends. I'm just gonna sit here and eat pho cause I'm hungry. Yep that's right, pho at 10pm. Anyways, I'm gonna head off to bed soon, got work tmrw. I've decided on working everyday.. Just to tuck myself away from everyone and everything. So yeah, my beautiful friends, I won't be on msn and fb as much this holidays okay. Don't miss Chi too much! <3
Mwahz -Lychee.
A break? Is that what we need? I don't know. Would this break lead to a break up? I'm so tired.. I just want to cry out loud. I just want him to know, and to care.. I sorta feel dumb right now, confessing about my gay feelings, while he's out there partying. Do you guys ever have that moment where you're like " I wonder if he's/she's thinking of me right now?" well yeahh, I miss him. I just want to call him up and rage at him. But I can't, I just can't. As stupid as it sounds, I painted my nails red for him. Now I'm removing it. I can't stand having things around me that reminds me of him. I feel as if it's unfair that I'm crying over him, and that he doesn't even give a shit about me. Well I hope he's having fun right now getting drunk and doing crap with his friends. I'm just gonna sit here and eat pho cause I'm hungry. Yep that's right, pho at 10pm. Anyways, I'm gonna head off to bed soon, got work tmrw. I've decided on working everyday.. Just to tuck myself away from everyone and everything. So yeah, my beautiful friends, I won't be on msn and fb as much this holidays okay. Don't miss Chi too much! <3
Mwahz -Lychee.
Monday, July 4, 2011
Change for good.
You pumped for Friday? Cause I am! Freaking early dismissal! Wipeee. Was sitting in class with my asianz today, craving for pho, so we're gonna go eat at Khang's noodles on Friday! ^^ yeahh dat how we roll!
So, I'm loving life at the moment. Sick of being all depressive and worried. I think I worry too much. All I got to do now, is focus on study, love him and live life happily. I really got to get my acts together by next term. Things got to change, for the better. I'm not going to sit there stupidly every night waiting for him anymore, nor stay up til 2-3am. It's bad for me. Bad for my health.
I'm going to create myself a routine. And I'm going to follow it strictly. Anywayzzz, enough with all the shit. I'm hungry :( missing the loser aswell. According to my detective skills, he's at Arndale right now -.- for goodness sakes. I think burning Arndale will be something I can add to my list of things to do before I die.
mwahzmwahzmwahz <3
-Lychee :)
So, I'm loving life at the moment. Sick of being all depressive and worried. I think I worry too much. All I got to do now, is focus on study, love him and live life happily. I really got to get my acts together by next term. Things got to change, for the better. I'm not going to sit there stupidly every night waiting for him anymore, nor stay up til 2-3am. It's bad for me. Bad for my health.
I'm going to create myself a routine. And I'm going to follow it strictly. Anywayzzz, enough with all the shit. I'm hungry :( missing the loser aswell. According to my detective skills, he's at Arndale right now -.- for goodness sakes. I think burning Arndale will be something I can add to my list of things to do before I die.
mwahzmwahzmwahz <3
-Lychee :)
Friday, July 1, 2011
talk shit, get hit.
Jenny Truong & Bao Bui are still together. k, cool.
Please stop being nosey and making shit up.
yours sincerely,
Linh-Chi Le :)
Please stop being nosey and making shit up.
yours sincerely,
Linh-Chi Le :)
TGIF.
Thank God It's Friday.
OMG, This might sound ridiculous but OMFGGG I GET TO SLEEP IN TMRW! It's been awhile since I could sleep in til 12pm! Though my pay decreases, but ehh who cares. I need more sleep! :P Oh, and I got to make a special mention to Lap Nguyen, being the new BLONDE KID IN TOWN! HAHAHA.. Oh goshhh..
Seeing my loser tmrw, hopefully. Gotta remember to bring his itunes card, or else he's gonna crack the shits at me again! LOL!
It's 10:35. Officially missing him.
OMG, This might sound ridiculous but OMFGGG I GET TO SLEEP IN TMRW! It's been awhile since I could sleep in til 12pm! Though my pay decreases, but ehh who cares. I need more sleep! :P Oh, and I got to make a special mention to Lap Nguyen, being the new BLONDE KID IN TOWN! HAHAHA.. Oh goshhh..
Seeing my loser tmrw, hopefully. Gotta remember to bring his itunes card, or else he's gonna crack the shits at me again! LOL!
It's 10:35. Officially missing him.
A million miles away.
Have I made a mistake?
...... No.
It's too late to say anything. I do not regret meeting you, and I absolutely do not regret chosing you. But I hate myself for believing and expecting too much from you. Maybe right now, in people's eyes, you're mine. But really, deep down inside, you don't belong to me. Your soul may be with me, but your heart will always be placed somewhere else. Maybe I'm taking us too serious? Or maybe what we see and expect in a relationship is totally different? I don't know.. I really don't. But I know one thing...
We are drifting apart.
...... No.
It's too late to say anything. I do not regret meeting you, and I absolutely do not regret chosing you. But I hate myself for believing and expecting too much from you. Maybe right now, in people's eyes, you're mine. But really, deep down inside, you don't belong to me. Your soul may be with me, but your heart will always be placed somewhere else. Maybe I'm taking us too serious? Or maybe what we see and expect in a relationship is totally different? I don't know.. I really don't. But I know one thing...
We are drifting apart.
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