Wow.

Well it's been nearly a year since we broke up. We stopped talking for a few months and when you start talking to me again you ask for me back where have you been within the months where we stopped talking? Now the fact you find out I found someone else, you want me back? I'm not sure whether this is desperation or persistence. I've heard stories of you and other girls but I let it by because I get the fact that we're not together anymore. You blame everything on me.. And that you hate the person you've changed into.. Well it's not my fault you changed.. you chose to be different, I didn't do this to you. You're just finding someone to blame for the wrongs you've done throughout this whole year.

So sick of this shit

mr&mrs T :')

So like a few days ago was my 3 months with this faggot hahaha. We didn't get to do much but after school he picked me up and went back to his to babysit little Chloe. She's soooo adorableee! She fed me strawberries, did my hair and we watched PepperPig together hahaha!She called me beautiful aswell. too cute! :3

Recently we've been having arguments and so today I came over his. It's so funny how we always always always argue on the phone or through text, yet in person we rarely do... I think it's because I look scary LOL but yeah, I have to admit, I love this kid. Though he is the gayest of them all, but sadly, I still love him. People always say to me your bf looks serious etc... but guiseee, he is the most immature person ever! hahahahaha btw, what do you call a bear without an ear??? A "B"! get it get it???heheehehehehehe

tryna be all cute ya know'

he forced me to kiss him :(

he's so gayyy ahahaha

he was too busy with his phone to chill with me -.-

Alex and I before Alek's 16th! We took bloody ages to get ready hahhahaa but I love this bitch so so so muchiessss! Had fun, but yeah... I reckon I had more fun with porter at home than I did at the party itself LOL!

After party at JENNY TRUONG'S! loljksssss... slumber party! WOO! hehehhehe

I love jenny truong xoxo. funny how I'm dating her cuz now LOLOLOL.OLOLOLOL!

so much love for you niggaz

So a lot of shit has been going on lately... and I'm not quite sure on whether or not, everything has been resolved yet. But all I can say is... I'm glad I have you guys as friends. You know who you are. You've been there for me through all this shit. You guys have supported me, cheered me up and helped me keep this smile on my face!
And to my baby, I don't know what else  to say besides THANKYOU HUNNYYYY! You never leave me on my own, especially when I need you. You've always been there no matter what. You care for me like no other person has. Even though I was really scared, upset and all nego feelings, but when I think of you, I can just smile through it all. I know I have finally found someone who will always put me first. I love you niggashiz! XOXO

its holidays!

hmm soooo, its holidays, and like every other one, I try to follow my work and exercise schedule, but it doesn't seem to be working for me this time. At work today and my loved ones brought me chocolate, springrolls, kfc and my all time fav gloria jeansssss cookies and creammm :O how am I suppose to say no to all my favs! :( they suck hard!!! Just about to finish a packet of Cadbury Marvellous Creations Peanut Toffee Cookie.. soooo amazinnnggg! Its the bomb diggity! fanx jo! my baby boy came to visit me today too, he's a cutie and i love him,, however I still think he's a massive gay ass cause he watches ufc hahahahha, he bought the ufc showbag this year and was too embarrassed to even hold it. I'm glad that he atleast knows its embarrassing LOL! anywayss, I'm still at work right now sooo tired zz, just browsing the net and oh my goodness do I want that necklace so bad :( jenny, buy it for me? hehehe! I need to stop spending moneyyyyy!!

workworkworkwork

my bby did my hair! <3 p="p">

instagrammm effectssss

the faggot licked my hair :(

I look gr8

missjennaaay

the three musketeers

pull a smile guise :)

yoyoyo! so like heeeyyyy guise! First of all, daldawg, you'r so peacchyyy baby hehehe, so kawaaaiii! and and our vid woman, gotta get that rollin along! ps. JL would fall in loveeee with your singing (unlike mine), should dedi one to him :P and bel, nice outfits... and that animal fur vest thingy fckn hot as, as if you're never gonna wear it?!?! I think I should come over and borrow it when I have a party to go to ;) ehh anyways, just an update with moi's life atm.. well I can drive now wooohoo.. been driving to elizabeth every sundays, feels awesome! I've been spending money like crazyyyy.. I regret spending so much at the show this year :( all that money could have supported me for atleast a good three weeks :O I can't believe its almost end of the year, one more term of school left and I'm out.. for now... then hit year 11. I swear, school is not designed for Chi to attend. I hate it. Hate it real bad. sigh.

I just want to cry out loud to someone. :(

my darlingggg

when I'm bored.....

mummabear&brotherbear

over your bs.

Funny how you say you love me and you miss me. But you never show it you don't put in effort. Yes it's been a while since i've seen you but seriously don't say things you don't mean. You tell me not to talk to people you don't like but do you do that for me? no. Instead you talk to them and go to parties with them, drink with them and espcially bitch about me to them. Calling me a 'stupid bitch that can get fcked' You flirt with other girls and lie to my face. I read, hear and see things. I'm not stupid, i just act like nothings happened. I forgive you for everything you've done to me, at least appreciate it instead of rubbing it into my face because seriously it's pathetic. I'm over your bullshit and the shit you always give me. My feelings for you may still be there but i guess i'll never get back with you because of everything you've done to me.

fckn rainbow.

haha it's funny how I could remember myself getting raged at over little things I say, and now I'm going through the exact same shit again, however I have swapped roles in this game. I dont want to be like this, but I just cant help it. sometimes I feel scared being in love again, after knowing how much pain it causes. jt quotes: he's not black and white, he's fckn rainbow when it comes to common sense.

Lol.

upset as fck. it's roughly 2am and I can't bloody get to sleep. I've been waiting, waiting for at least a "good night" text. lol. So much for I can't sleep without talking to you, well looks like you can go a full day without me. Such bs artists these days. I've been trying to ignore everything I can, but the fact that you're just inconsiderate is really getting to me. how much longer can I be patient? I don't even know.

Lost moments.

Sigh... I'm so hungry du maaaa. Anyways, I'm sitting here in front of Wendy's trying to decide whether I should go to Viet or not. I really can't be bothered. I'm partly annoyed cause there's something I want to hear but obviously I'm not gonna hear it. Uevdwkdlgfebk! I look to my right and I see an asian dad with two of his daughters. The youngest opened the wrapper to he ice cream and offered her dad the first bite. And he said "good girl" to her (in the cutest fobby English of his). It had me thinking a little. If my dad was still here next to me, what will life for me right now be like? Will I have a chance of being his "good girl"? Hmmm...

Limits.

Everything has there limit, don't take things too far or you're asking for a beating. You are seriously so immature, you're 16 and a year 12 in less than a year, i wonder how your furture is going to be like. Yes you may have your reasons for stiring shit up but there is always a limit on how far you take things. It was funny at first but now you're just taking things too far. It's no longer funny if people are dramatically getting hurt over it or are thinking about not wanting to live anymore. You are seriously fucking immature, and grow the fuck up because seriously you do take things too far and have no limits on anything, i'm pretty sure if he was doing these things to you, you would've punched him in the face already. Do you ever consider on how others feel? Or just your own? You are seriously fucking stubborn and don't take things too far.

just a little painful.

wow, it's amazing at what feeling someone can give you. Well I'm on the tram right now, and my tummy kills like a bitch, and my heart ain't feelin any better. Right now I just wished it was summer so that I could walk to a park and sit there. But no it's winter and it's fcking cold as outside -.- guess I just have to bury this feeling deep down. DUMAAAAAAAA BREATHEEEEEEEE! *smiles all around!! :D

HAHAH CAUSE THE LIBRARY IS MY SECOND HOME ;D

3 DAYS IN QLD.

 my cute as one armed mummy <3 p="p">

 I was fascinated by this car boat thing :O

 I WANTED TO GOOOO :(

 the waiter was the happiest chappy out!

photos from my purple camera :')

 the "fan"

 me and the "bell"

 me and the "bell" again.

 me and the "bell" AGAIN,

 DALVO XOXO.

farmer Steve.

I love Dalvo.

I am craving peking duck from Fortune Duck so much its not funny. :((((

Well.. its been a long week, and I just want the weekend to come already! boohoo. Everyone's telling me that Dark Knight and TED is amazinggg and I want to watch one of the two so bad. Jenny was meant to go with me this sat but nooooo she already went with her babyboy#2 gayzzz. I planned a date on my own, but this morning gayass invited me to movies with his "lads"... I want to go but then I don't want to go AHAHA. its gonna be hella awkzzz, especially when I dont know anyone personally! sigh..
Anyways, I am currently in comp art with my home girl DALVO. She's such a bully.. or is it just me? there's something about me that makes everyone enjoy giving me shit? eh idk man... but I know yous all love me <3

mmmm.. boys are too stupid to understand it though.

photos of the 16th

 birthday present from me to jt.

 our awesome cakes.

 our expensive sashes that were used once and never again.

 so much cakeeeeee :O

the sisters, the friends <3