why so low for?

hmm... Sitting here observing, I can see you walking down the wrong pathway. But what is there that I can do? You're no longer someone I can talk to.. And even if I did talk, not like you're gonna listen. You seem so worried about your sibling and family, yet I'd suggest you to be concern about yourself.. Blowing money all your money @ the cas, hanging with friends who are basically living lives of thugs, getting chased by cops.. I'm just.. Wordless. I always wanted us to end nicely, but you obviously don't.. One hand texting me being all nice, the other hand saying to people you want to egg my house with two cartons of eggs.. Wow, really? I can't believe that I dated such a two face.

Should I take on this new challenge, or should I give it a wave goodbye?

Faithful

So you say to me that you're faithful when it comes to chasing for a girl.. When clearly you've shown to me that your not. You were sweet for a couple of weeks, but then as our conversations became less interesting because of school, you decided to give up and go for another girl. Your friend said "treat her right" and you said "I always will" obviously you lied. You saw me in town with other friends and you were with someone else and you didn't even bother to say hi, it shows what type of person you are.

School Sucks

Ah, I hate year 11 so much.. First week of school and an overload truck full of work and tests are already due, STRESS LIFE HERE I COME.
TO DO BY NEXT WEEK:
- REVISE for Maths Studies&Core, Physics and Chemistry test
- Start Maths studies assignment
- Finish Accounting assignment
- Finish English assignment

I am going to fail this year dramtically and get my ass whopped by my parents :(

School life sucks, Goodbye social life :)

I'm gonna live my life

I'd do anything for us to be normal again..

It's funny how you say you love me and want to be with me really badly, but when things get real or get rough you just leave. You said you never wanted to hurt me or make me sad, and now what look what you did, you went back on your words. I put in effort trying to talk to you and explain, but I guess it's not enough for you anymore, I guess that means something now..

I'm just simply stupid.

Ladidadida... Another boring day at work zZzz...

I'm starting to become obsessed with the color red :O Red nails, red jackets, red shirts, red shoes oh my goodnesss HAHAHA! <3 Well it was stated that thats my compatible color and my birth stone is ruby aswell :D get luckyyyy!

No way will we ever be the same again.. Mind cleared.

It's the personality, not the looks.

I feel that some boys these days who talk or tries chatting me up, all does it for the looks not the personality. I have people so called confessing their feelings for me when clearly they haven't even met me -.- like seriously, you know nothing about me, how would you know you really like me or not? Everything takes time, unless if you're like TUAN HUNG THEN OMG YES I WILL MARY YOU! HAHAH <3 but yeah, honestly.. I may seem like the best gf material, but please, I could be the worse bitch behind the scenes LOL I kid I kid.. but still, love someone like you really mean it.

Just another sunday, woke up and went to work. Tried hitting the budget of $700, end up making only $650... short by $50.. was so pissed off! Then sushi train cheered me up. Stuffed myself with roughly 7 plates of flamegrilled salmon, omgg that shizz the best! Now I'm just sitting here with my stash of sweets, bored as. Planning fri&sat nights out with miz quynhnghiem. Should be fun. I've been working my ass of this holidays, gonna party like theres no tmrww.. well actually there'll be work tmrw but yeahh.. hehee! 

:D

Melbournee on wednesdayyy.. keen as a beaaannnnn :D:D:D Gonna shop like crazy!!

polishing the last spot.

Summer '10. It all started with a friend request and a million questions to be answered. The feeling of curiosity.. excitement, confusion.. the feeling of a new beginning. Cute morning texts, warm goodnight calls.. we were both falling in love. As we went on, we shared a bond, that was almost impossible to break. He was the pen, and I was the ink. Ups and downs tear us apart, but kisses and hugs got us back...


Summer '11. It all ended. We fight, we argued, we said mean things.. we would do anything to hurt one another. He held a girl, I hugged a boy. The story we thought would never end, was on its last chapter. All this pushing and shoving, what will it bring in the end? Pain for the both of us. All the promises, the words that were spoken keeps coming back to me everynight, haunting me with the feeling of loss and anger. I wonder when he will realise that he was the one who left me fighting alone, trying to escape from this pain, when he was careless living his own life. And now, when I have finally smiled again, ready to walk this road on my own, he decides to come back and start again? Is he being selfish or what? I hate myself for always thinking back to him.. hoping the one who comes through that door again will be him, no one else. I say I can move on, and yes I am moving on, but theres always that gap of feeling that is left for him.. I wish I can just click delete.

wishes.

I wish that my heart isn't as soft and fragile. I wish that I was an emotionless girl. I wish I was a doll.

LAURA FOR $12.95 :')

He who left, shall regret. She who stays, will just pray, that happiness will come her way..

2010/2011......... :O I look like.... a kid... :O:O HAHA

Warmth.

His lips, his arms, his kisses, his cuddles. I had a great time <3

I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS BOY AHHAHAHHA <3<3<3<3<3

I'm going to give myself a chance; a chance to move on from you.