Cathy and Allans 16th

Cathy and Allan's 16th was an amazing party! Chi Mushie Le, came over my house, we got ready together, went there together and went home together. She slept over. Love her so muchies.

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BECAUSE I MISS THE FAGGOT! And i'm going through our photos ): I want him home..

Sigh

The sense of depression that runs in the atmosphere when your family has someone suffering cancer. Was happily eating dinner today when my sister in law's mum just started blacking out. Her face was pale, and she started shivering. It went on for 1 minute. I felt nervous and shocked :/ pikachu started crying and chi May's face was hell worried. Everyone in the restaurant was looking curiously. Chi may and everyone are all at the emergency ward atm and I'm with my nephew at home. I hope she's alright. It makes me think back to my dad. The man who I've always wished I could've spent more time with. I often flick back to old photos, hoping to regain the memory and image of my father from 10 years ago. I can still remember clearly the day I got picked up early by my brother from school. Coming home to mum ironing dad's favorite outfit, with tears running down her eyes. That moment I knew something bad had happened. As a little 5 year old, people thought I was too young to understand the concept of death. They told me "Chi, dad has to travel to somewhere far far, top of the clouds." And every so often when we travel somewhere by plane, I will always ask mum "are we on top of the clouds yet? How come I can't see dad?" As I matured, I knew what had happened. There was never a chance for me to see my father ever again. I get teary by saying this but I know he's there, watching over me from afar. Dad, I miss you.

PHOTOS OF DALZ, BELZ, AND I :')

BUN BO HUE! Belz full raged when she looked at this photo on my phone. She thought the chicken pieces were tofu and she was like "WTH! I DIDN'T GET TOFU IN MINE!" HAHAHAHHAHA!

STUDENTS HARD AT WORK!

YAY FOR TODAY!

Ahhhhh, the feeling of freedom. This morning I woke up and was full shitting myself. I didn't think I was prepared for the PLP, there were still blank shit in my folder that I have not yet filled out. I called Alex up to see how she went yesterday. She said it was a piece of cake. I hoped so too. Got to school, saw AJ running around looking for the presentation room. Apparently he was 20 mins late already, sucks to be him. I was however way ahead of time. I printed all my stuff off, sat around waiting for Thao to get her ass here, and yeah. I walked around and saw Tristin. Out of curiosity I was like "whens your app?" She said 11:20am.. I was positive that 11:20 was MY appointment time. So I went to the room and saw ms ryan and god knows who the other teacher was, sitting there with noone presenting. So I double checked with them and was told Tristin is late. So I'm all good. Pheeww. Presentation went extremely well. I believe I did over react a little HAHAHA. But gotta admit, it was fun studying at Belz. LOL! and watchhing Dalz play the ukulele hehe. Love you shitheads! <3 Just had a full dnm or bitching sesh with Thao about the boyz. Now I'm just home, with the "nothing is due" feeling. Ahhhh, loving life. Waiting for 6:00pm to come so I can go to Duc's graduation dinner. Cross fingers its not gonna be an awkward night HAHA.

hardcore hw.

ok, so I'm currently doing my PLP, and is madly trying to complete it. FML!

CAM-WHORE

Pause

5:30pm and I'm sitting here at Arndale by myself on a bench. Argued with the boyfriend, stressing out with shit, craving for pizza, $5 in pocket and freaks are starring at me as they walk pass. Ok, great, my stalker just walked pass aswell -.- when I'm free, noone is. And when I'm busy everyone has plans. Far out! I'm so tempted to cross over to the bank, withdraw some cash and go buy me self some pizza! it's so hot aswell and I'm in my uniform :/ with my "hating life" face right now, people probs think I just got dumped, or disowned or some shit. People so cute shopping with their bf's.. And where's mine? Let's not even get there. OMG! DAAAHHHHHH! that's it, pizza baby, here I come!!! - Lychee x

POSING FOR MY BROTHER

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I don't know how boy's brains even work sometimes. They just don't understand how certain words they say, we actually take it to the heart. I may not say anything, doesn't mean I don't have feelings and that I'm not upset. I'm not in a relationship with someone for no reason. I love him, and that's why I'm with him. Why doesn't he understand that? He always throws me to the edge of the cliff, force me to jump down, and when I do, he decides to pull me back up? I don't get it? Is it some sort of joke to him? I always convince myself this is the last time. Last chance for this relationship to work.. and what, I think I've said that countless times. I try to pull a smile no matter what, but then if I'm too happy, he goes "I don't care"... and if I cry, then I'm just too weak. WTF am I to do? Just received a goodnight text from him which looked like this "lol, goodnight xx".... I can sense the coldness in it... Sitting here, confessing my feelings while he's sleeping.. is it worth it?

MY LITTLE PIKACHU

SLEPT OVER THIS NIGGARH'S HOUSE AFTER CATHY'S AND ALLAN'S 16TH! WEEEEEEEEEE