day three of being slaves.

Today I came into work early, and realised that chi Ha (the lady who's in charged of me) doesn't start til 9:30.. so I just cleaned my area up and mixed the "cleansing foam" up, ready for customers to try, whilst waiting for her to arrive. Everything was so boring, til they actually assigned me tasks. I had to go refill stock, helped Alex clean the perfume display, find lay-bys' for customers and much moreee. And guess what, I SOLD A PAIR OF SHOES TO A CUSTOMER FOR $99.95 HAHHA.. had to go in the back room, climb the bloody ladder and find her different sizes and colours. Was such a fussy one, made like a huge mess -.- but then I received a compliment from the store manager. She said I did a really good job in assisting the customer. Pays off my hard work :)

reading information on acne/pores... BUY SHISEIDO CREAM AND SAY GOODBYE TO UGLY SKIN, HELLO BEAUTIFUL SKIN :)

the amount of times Alex and I just spray the perfumes on ourselves.. I don't even know what we smell like.

lip stickzzzz. mwahzzz.

lunch time bby.. 3 piece feed all alone, such a fatty I am.. feel heaps bad promoting beauty and healthy skin, then off I go having the world's most oiliest food ever. But gotta say, mmm... can't beat that taste! ;)

this is so badddd... boxes all unevenly topped up. safety issues right here mate!!

day two of being slaves.

day two.. I wore a different blazer, a different top, and a different skirt. Same stockings and shoes though ahah. Rocked up one minute late :/ but noone said anything haha pheww.. then I went and dusted all the cabinets and shelves. Stood around for most of the day doing absolutely nothing -.- Saw more people -.- ate kfc -.- gained like 45678219kg from that -.- saw someone who I didn't really want to see -.- ballz froze while waiting for the bus -.-

 two customers & the lady at the counter commented on my hairdooo :)

bloody David hahahahha

Chi Ha said I can fiddle around with the make up :D

day one of being slaves.

Well first day of work experience went alright. Rocked up in black top, black skirt, black stockings and black blazer. Full niggah I was. The store manager gave Alex and I a little tour around and then off we went to work. Alex was part of the chemist area so she went and did her vaccuming and stocking up, whilst I went off to my little Shiseido counter in the corner. Co Thanh and chi Ha were really nice. They showed me all the different skin products and stuff, and I spent my morning just ticking of the new stock that came in. Only 10 minutes at arndale, and already do I see familiar faces.. oh god damn asians, got nothing better to do than cramming their asses into this asian hole haha. But ohwells, more customers to serve then :) Then came the lunch break, I tried being healthy so I stuck with Cherry Blossom for lunch.. bumped into a whole heap of yr 10 work experienceeees. So gay that my break only goes for 30 mins -.- I swear that is illegal.

A moment of thought.

Peopled say they don't judge.. That every girl is beautiful in her own way.. Well then why do I hear you guys discussing on whether that girl's anorexic, or that girl's carrying the whole bakery on her.. Or she's hot, she's not. By the end of the day, yous are all still a bunch of judgmental people. Yous may whistle and full check me out if I was wearing skinny jeans and normal looking top, but what if I wore like a boot cut looking pants and some old rag up the top, will I be the same me still? No. In fact yous be like wtf is that girl wearing?! Society promotes individuality, but reality is, people are still followers.

Just another day off the calendar.

Why does it feel like I'm still stuck in this dream? Hmmmm... Anyways, yesterday was half a day at my school, and so I decided to just stay home haha. Well the floors in my room were getting replaced so yeahh :P I went with mum to my primary school to enroll my nephew. You know how back then, you start school according to what month you're born in.. Yeah well new law from 2014, if you're born before 1st May then you can start that year, if later, you'll have to wait til January the following year.. HAHHA my nephew's gonna be an oldie I'm class. Funny, cause there's still like a picture of me when I was 10-11 in the office LOL! after that I just bummed in town, met up with Jomarinaaa. Ate waffles, and went window shopping hahahha! Then I had work which I almost fell asleep at, and then stupid tutor at the state library zZzz.. But BUT, to end the gay night off, went to watch The Avengers 3D :D went from 8:30 til like 11pm! I was dead tired after that.. Couldnt even do homework.. Liao's gonna smack me! :///// PS! So pumped with jt... Don't even know what skittle bombs are, but I'm keen to tryyyyyy :D:D

Second Chances

You walked out of my life for three weeks, and now you come back. Is it because the other girl didnt want you? You're asking for me back, you're asking if we can go back to the way we use to be. You want to know my answer? It's no. I know that Saturday was a crap day for you, but you didn't need to take out your anger out on me, be a total dick and tell me your going for some other girl and accused me for things that you did. It hurt. But now I've learnt not to trust you again like before. Your friends, your sister have tried convincing me, but it's too late. You've apologised, once and expect me to forgive you just like that. I don't think so. After those apologies, you still acted, rude and up yourself towards me. So why should I take you back? Why should I give you another chance? You stuffed up, you broke the trust. Not everyone deserves a second chance.

Take out the eraser.

This was never meant to happen. I don't know what to do now.. I do not want to hurt any one of them. One meant the world to me, and one's been so nice to me. I should have not went out that Saturday then none of this would have happened. I don't want to be a friendship breaker. I think we all should just let go. His words are slowly tearing me down, and it's just not gonna have a good ending. I'm tired. I ended a war, to seek peace and happiness, not to start another war..

SCHOOL LIFE UPDATE

So Year 11 is getting a little less stressful now. But I still have so much homework and assignments to do.. I can never keep up with work nowadays I'm always procastinating, like i am right now. I'm always trying to find something to distract me from work..
Updated:
- Finished and presented my English oral.
- Studied for maths studies, physics and chemistry
    - A for maths studies test
    - B+ for physics test
    - Probably failed my chemistry test
I'm proud of my marks! Better than my last test.. Which i failed and got my ass whopped for D:
- Finished Accounting assignment

To do:
- Finish Maths studies assignment, it takes forever to finish one question =='
- Start Maths core assignment
- Study for Maths core test
- Start my Physics assignment

Year 11 life truly sucks.. And we need to start getting our party organised!! PUMPED AND EXCITED!

Starting my new life.

What the fuck is wrong with me?! Why are everyone around me getting hurt? Why can't things just be good. I never should have existed in their world. There's a place I belong and I should just stay to it. It has finally hit me. Those days are gone. I need to start thinking about my actions and how if effects others. I'm sorry, really am.. Leaving all of yous is the best I can do.