its holidays!

hmm soooo, its holidays, and like every other one, I try to follow my work and exercise schedule, but it doesn't seem to be working for me this time. At work today and my loved ones brought me chocolate, springrolls, kfc and my all time fav gloria jeansssss cookies and creammm :O how am I suppose to say no to all my favs! :( they suck hard!!! Just about to finish a packet of Cadbury Marvellous Creations Peanut Toffee Cookie.. soooo amazinnnggg! Its the bomb diggity! fanx jo! my baby boy came to visit me today too, he's a cutie and i love him,, however I still think he's a massive gay ass cause he watches ufc hahahahha, he bought the ufc showbag this year and was too embarrassed to even hold it. I'm glad that he atleast knows its embarrassing LOL! anywayss, I'm still at work right now sooo tired zz, just browsing the net and oh my goodness do I want that necklace so bad :( jenny, buy it for me? hehehe! I need to stop spending moneyyyyy!!

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my bby did my hair! <3 p="p">

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the faggot licked my hair :(

I look gr8

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the three musketeers

pull a smile guise :)

yoyoyo! so like heeeyyyy guise! First of all, daldawg, you'r so peacchyyy baby hehehe, so kawaaaiii! and and our vid woman, gotta get that rollin along! ps. JL would fall in loveeee with your singing (unlike mine), should dedi one to him :P and bel, nice outfits... and that animal fur vest thingy fckn hot as, as if you're never gonna wear it?!?! I think I should come over and borrow it when I have a party to go to ;) ehh anyways, just an update with moi's life atm.. well I can drive now wooohoo.. been driving to elizabeth every sundays, feels awesome! I've been spending money like crazyyyy.. I regret spending so much at the show this year :( all that money could have supported me for atleast a good three weeks :O I can't believe its almost end of the year, one more term of school left and I'm out.. for now... then hit year 11. I swear, school is not designed for Chi to attend. I hate it. Hate it real bad. sigh.

I just want to cry out loud to someone. :(

my darlingggg

when I'm bored.....

mummabear&brotherbear

over your bs.

Funny how you say you love me and you miss me. But you never show it you don't put in effort. Yes it's been a while since i've seen you but seriously don't say things you don't mean. You tell me not to talk to people you don't like but do you do that for me? no. Instead you talk to them and go to parties with them, drink with them and espcially bitch about me to them. Calling me a 'stupid bitch that can get fcked' You flirt with other girls and lie to my face. I read, hear and see things. I'm not stupid, i just act like nothings happened. I forgive you for everything you've done to me, at least appreciate it instead of rubbing it into my face because seriously it's pathetic. I'm over your bullshit and the shit you always give me. My feelings for you may still be there but i guess i'll never get back with you because of everything you've done to me.

fckn rainbow.

haha it's funny how I could remember myself getting raged at over little things I say, and now I'm going through the exact same shit again, however I have swapped roles in this game. I dont want to be like this, but I just cant help it. sometimes I feel scared being in love again, after knowing how much pain it causes. jt quotes: he's not black and white, he's fckn rainbow when it comes to common sense.

Lol.

upset as fck. it's roughly 2am and I can't bloody get to sleep. I've been waiting, waiting for at least a "good night" text. lol. So much for I can't sleep without talking to you, well looks like you can go a full day without me. Such bs artists these days. I've been trying to ignore everything I can, but the fact that you're just inconsiderate is really getting to me. how much longer can I be patient? I don't even know.