So, from where I left off last time. Am I single? I still don't know. Lol, Alex is trying to help me, but it's getting nowhere. To be honest, I was a little jealous when I heard a girl pick up my boyfriend's phone. Even though I know that it's nothing, but there's just that little feeling in me that's not right.
Friday night; I recieved a text from him saying he wants to break up. I didn't know how to reply so I just left it there. Next morning, it was more serious. The text was longer and more detailed. I still didn't know what to say. I established that I just got dumped? Anyways, I thought that was the end of it all. But no. He came to my viet school, and asked whether I still love him? I gave him a look. I am seriously confused. What does he want? First break up, now a temporary break? Oh lord, can this be any more complicated? So I agreed on the "break". But audience; please tell me what your definition of a break is. Because this guy here is still texting me and talking to me like things are fine. It's annoying me, because things ARE NOT FINE! I find it unfair that he can get away with anything, expecting me to forgive him no matter what. But then with me, he brings out "break up" everytime, over the littlest things. He tells me to grow up, and not get angry over small things, yet he got angry at me because my friend, who is a guy, visited me at work? I don't understand. Am I banned from having boy friends now? I love him and all, but Alex is right. I can't just let him take control of me and what I do, and who I hang with. Especially when I can't do the same to him. AHHHHH. SUGARFUDGECHOCOLATEDCOATEDALMONDSFCK.
ANYWAYSSSS. SHOW ON FRIDAY. WOOOOOO. I'M GONNA THROW MYSELF ON ALL THE CRAZIEST RIDES. SLING SHOT ANYONEEEE? ;)
-Lychee xoxo.
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