Missing him heaps, but this time ain't gonna be the same. I can't be soft hearted like last time. What needs to be done has to be done. So I'm going to stay strong and see what changes I can make. Every time I receive another message from him, my heart feels like it just skipped a beat. I feel really bad for throwing a scene on Wednesday. I really didn't mean to. Awkward moment when I threw the bracelet back at jn, and realized cb just said hi to me. I should have thought it through before doing what I did. I feel like a drama queen now. People must thought they were watching an episode from some Korean drama. I wonder what he's doing right now. Should I take him bck, or should I not? Ohwells, life isn't all about love. Thanks Billzor for cheering me up today, and hopefully I can get my mind off things when I leave for Vietnam :') chicken wings must be hot on the market or something. Freakn for dinner, fried chicken wings, some soup with chicken in it, and some other chicken dish LOL! gotta love mum. Woo! Ice skating with jt on Wednesday. Keeeeen.