Just smile through it all :)

A couple more hours, and he'll be 18. Funny how this day, right about one month ago, I was where I am right now, in my bed, trying to plan out the biggest surprise for him. In just one month time, who would have thought so much has changed. Now I don't even have the courage to just send a birthday message to him, lol. Well I just hope he'll have a great day/night, and please dad, watch over this boy <3 Anywaaaays, so like yesterday marked the day daddy passed away, hmmm let's see, 11 years? Woahhh, time flies! Miss you ba! :) I've been thinking alot, alot. No matter what happens, I'll just have to smile, smile through it all. Oh how I love my new motto, even though it's not very original but I know I can live it! :D term one's been shit as, let's just hope everything gets back on track term 2 :')