Realization.

Feeling like shit so I'm gonna blog. Couldn't even open my eyes today, I think it was because I was crying a little too much last night lol. On my way to school, mum noticed how bad my eyes were, so she took me to bac si. He said to mum that he's gonna have to transfer me to the emergency dep at W/C hospital. I was like WTF HAHAHAH... why the hospital? Am I dying or some shit LOL They made me do some eye test shit, then they shoved these dye thing in my eyes and I was just laying there.. was a little scary but man, that crap stings like hell :( I'm pretty disappointed that the one who I want to hear from doesn't even know or care about me, and when I call him up, he's just having lunch with his friends. Yet, I thank the ones who were there texting me, checking up on me and even asked to visit me. Love you guys heaps! I guess I should be cheering up knowing how awesome the friends I have are and for the ones who don't care, well I don't need you anymore.